~day bi day~

I am bisexual. I came to terms with my sexuality in March 2011 when I realized I was falling in love with my best friend who I met on campus. We were in a 4 1/2 month relationship, but a month and a half or so ago something happened, I got scared, and mistakenly let her slip away. I had NO intention of breaking up with her, but it happened. For the past month and a half I've had to deal with regret and extreme pain because of what I did. I want her back more than anything, but it may never happen, and that makes me hate myself for what happened. I love her more than anything, and I'll be here waiting for her to figure some stuff out because being with her would be well worth this hard, painful, and regret filled wait...<3